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when everything seemed so much more simpler,

with no stupid ncea internals/externals to freak about

and where ppl were less bitchy, less fake and more helpful.

Right now everyone 都在耍心機...

All the 'fun-ness' in many of my friends are disappearing,

in year 9, lunch times was the time where we could actually run around screaming our headds off and have fun,

where we talked and listened about all the gossip that happened during class

Classes were more interesting.

We could pass notes, listen to music, not pay attention to the teacher and just muck around.

Being able to join many after school activities and still have LOTS of spare time left.

Now,

Lunchtimes kinda suck.

People are either talking about up coming internals,

complaining how their teachers suck and can't teach,

moaning about how they screwed up a minor exam or test,

comparing their results and showing off at how fab they did.

saying things like,

"Oh, no, us ppl in accelerated xxxxx class have a higher achievement standard/percent."

To be honest,

I'm finding lunch times more boring each year.

Whenever i try to make a more happy/funny topic,

you guys just go,

"ahahaha...."

"pffffssstt..."

"oh..okk....."

"Er, leslie, i think you need to calm down." (no. this sentence wasnt sarcastic funny, she said it in a serious tone.)

Go shoo, and stop making this group so gloomy.

Now,

Classes definitely SUCK.

1) all my fun friends are in other classes or not sitting next to me.

2) my teachers are not as awesome as the ones i had previous years.

3) school work has gotten much more harder.

I wish i could change most of my classes.

Now,

i hardly have any time to do what i enjoy after school.

I'm lucky to get 1 day of badminton per week.

If only i'm not homestaying, transport would b much more easier.

Yes, ppl have offered to 'help'.

Thank you Agnes and your mummy for taking me to places i needed to go to :)

I just hope that throughout the year everything will get much more better.